| Location | Jarrow |
| Age | 33 years |
| Cause of Death | Undisclosed |
| Date of Birth | 18/11/1972 |
| Date of Death | 21/10/2006 |
| Visitors | 4,343 since 03/10/2007 |
| Creator |
Claire Newcombe (My Mum), She Was 33 When She Passed Away.
Was A Shop Assistant For The Co-op Branch, Loved Working And Spending Time With Family And Friends.
Lived In Jarrow(Hedworth) With Me(Ashley Aged 15 At The Time) My Younger Brother Paul(12 At The Time) And Also My Stepdad Terry.
My Mum Has 4 Other Sisters She Was The Second Oldest.
On Friday The 20th October 2006 My Mum Couldnt Handle The Pains In Her Head Anymore So My Stepdad Rang For An Ambulance .. A Paramedic Came Out. Checked Her Over And Said She Will Have To Cum Into Hosp, He Took Me And My Mum In The Back Of His Car To The Hosp As My Grandad Followed Behind In His Car And My Stepdad When To Pick My Brother Up From School. In The Paramedic Car My Mum Had One Of Her 'Head Fits'. Arriving At The Hosp We Got Took Into A Side Room, Waiting For Ages And She Continued To Have Many More. Me And My Little Brother Had Then Got Taken Home By My Auntie So My Mum Could Rest && plus All The Family Were Going To See Her. The Last Thing I Said To Her Was 'Dont Worry About Us Mum Just Get Better, And if your not better for my birthday dont worry, am not doing anything until your better'(As my Birthday Is On The 23rd Oct). she had replied with 'I'm Fine And You'll Have A Loverly Birthday.' And Then Me And My Brother Had Left. The Next Thing We Knew She Was Getting Transfered To Newcastle, My Stepdad Had Went With Her. He Didnt Leave Until 2.30am On The Saturday. As they Said He Wasnt Aloud To Stay Over. He Had Seen To My Mum And Made Sure She Was Fast Asleep Until He Could Leave Her.
8.30am Saturday Morning We Got Woken Up With A Hard Loud Big Knock On Our Door, My Little Brother Answered It And Shouted Of My Stepdad, He Came Down And Soons As He Seen The Police Man He Instantly Knew Something Was Wrong With My Mum. The Police Officer Had Said 'Claire Newcombes Been Arrested', We Didnt Understand As She Was In Hosp Ill, So He Told Us To Ring The Hosp, And My Stepdad Did So And They Confirmed That My Mum Had Passed Away That Morning(Not Sure What Time),As At 7.30am She Had Got Up Togo To The Toilet All By Her Self As No One Was There, And On Her Way To The Toilet She Had Collapsed On The Floor They Tried To Resussiate Her For 30mins Or So, But Ther Was No Response. So They Declared Her Death On The 21st October 2006.
We Had Rushed Upto Newcastle To Go And See Her.Opening The Door Of Where She Was,I Couldnt Catch My Breath It Was Hard To See Your Loved One Lying There With No Life.=[ In The Room All Peaceful With The Sun Shining On Her.=] But I Wanted To See My Mum For One Last Time So I Made My Self Go In & I Picked Her Hand Up And Kissed It And Said 'Night Mum Love You.
4 years ago today you were cruelly took away. All we have left now are photos and memories of you. That doesnt seem enough and doesnt ease the pain. But i feel blessed to have had the years i had with you. You truely are an angel no wonder the big guy wanted you up there with him. There is so much i want to say to you. Id love to see you give you one last cuddle tell you how much you mean to me but i cant and that breaks my heart more than anything you not knowing how much i love you. We all do. Its like a big void is in our lives now that nothing will ever fill a big claire shaped void. The only comfort i have is knowing i will see you again one day, hold on tight till i get there. Love you always xxxxx
Dont know where to start cant begin to explain how i feel. Im only just starting to accept your not coming back and it hurts like hell. Hope your keeping a close eye on nana shes in your hands now. Out of pain and free to act the goat with you again. Poor granda bet his heads ringing already ha love and miss you always your little sis xxxxx
Time for me to go now, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, way up in the sky.
In the morning sunrise when all the world is new,
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.
Time for me to leave you, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, high up in the sky.
In the evening sunset, when all the world is through,
Just look for me and love me, and I'll be close to you.
It won't be forever, the day will come and then
My loving arms will hold you, when we meet again.
Time for us to part now, we won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, shining in the sky.
Every waking moment, and all your whole life through
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.
Just wish me to be near you,
And I'll be there with you.
Lots of Love and Kisses Emma Porters Mum xxxxxx
To See You Once Again
Josette Kerns
I wish with all my heart I could see you once more,
I would use that moment and time to tell you how
Much love my heart holds for you and I shall never
Close that door.
Life each and every day with out you keeps going on
Even if some days I do not wish it I know I am being
Selfish and maybe even wrong, but to see you just once
More I so very much long.
I try to remember all the loving and happy times we
Were granted to enjoy and share, I try to understand
And not cry but to see you once more even only for a
moment to let you know just how very much I do care.
I know that day will eventually come when its my turn
To this world to say goodbye, But until then I shall hold
your love close to my heart, and sometimes I shall break
Down and cry, and I will still ask the question why did you
have to die?
3 yrs hav past
3 yrs and still cant believe yr gone. I think it has to be said that its a much duller place without you here.i think of u, yr kids and yr family everyday and always will .. Love and miss you claire xxx R.I.P babe xxx
SORROW NEEDS TEARDROPS.
Flowers need the raindrops,
To bloom again in spring.
Like sorrow needs teardrops,
To ease the suffering.
Loss is hard to handle,
And never goes away.
But a heart is very special,
It's where your memories stay.
Take all the time you need,
To grieve the loss you feel.
So your heart can be freed,
And begin to heal.
Then the sunshine will follow,
And shine again someday,
After you release your sorrow,
You'll see a brighter day.
Love Marie-Emma Porter mum xx
hey babes
hey babes.:)
jst a quick 1. u cn probs see av nt been well this week, bt am nt a pissin moan so a wont go on. lol.
jst missin u lots && lots.
yur mem soon babes oh && myy 18th ;) woo
going on holiday forr ittt likess :) thanks to flamanda! pmsfl. going with cheryl && flamanda :) .. thats if we find sumwhere. lol :)
love && miss you loads babes
love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hey where you gone.
i carnt get a grip at mo kid and its breaking my heart honestly it is.just want you bk ive been down for a few days now and i carnt help.just need you here and it will be all a dream.sum times i think your not gone its just i dont see you cos ya to busy as allways.not long for ya mem and by god iam not lookin forward to it i just carnt stop my self from cryin why did you have to leave me i miss you more than any one will ever no.do me a fav like sisters do.lol.look out for ya mam shes just not wiv it and it hurts me to see her like that pls just cum bk.i just dont want to tell my self ya not cummin bk we need you here kid.love you always and for ever never ever for get you nor will big jords.got to go now kid carnt see the key bored for the tears i o iam a big soft shit really tart wiv a heart.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hello x
hi hun hows u ?? thngs not 2 bad here,so so,its jst an ass kik away frm ur memorie nd i so dnt thnk i cn face it,sum times i cnt breath wn i thnk ov u,the gd days pop up in btween nd i grab thm wth both hands,its wen the bad 1s cum thy jst rock me big style,ive got 2 stop ths pretendn game its jst getn me no wr but bak 2 square 1,,i no ur not cumn bak nd thts wt breaks my heart,,if id nown 4 1 minit tht u wr leavn i wd ov sed all thm thngs ppl neva say coz we jst asume wr always go'n 2 hav each otha,il neva make tht mistake again !!! i luv u so mch it hurts,i no ur around me,i soooo feel u thr.. u no how mch i luv u !!dito!! 4 eva babes xxxxxtwbtxxxxx
Heyyy Mamm
Heyyy Youuu =]
longg timeee noo visitt eyyy .. bt av nt 4gtn u thooo.
Itss Acctually Sunken in that your gone for good altho still hurts i am getting ther. :) I am gettin a bigg gurll noww. :) .. 18 SOON thoo YESSSIII!! haha =]
Omggg I Seeenn youu in theee skyy th otherrr nightt .. you were shining brighttt =D .. Them lush teeth of yours a see sparklin ;) AYEEE!! haha Jks You know am onli messin babes.
Ent i a luckyy sisterrr i see our paul nearly EVERYDAYY noww lol. god hes growin up fast lol. i love him tunsss like :)
You know what am thinkin about certain thingss && i need yourr helpp lol.. am stuck on what to do? loll. Show/tell mee summat man motherrr!! :P help me decide on what to do. cz u will tel is if am doin it right or wrong. loll
Anywayss am ramblingg onn bt ano u love my patterrr love lol
Loveee && miss youuu alwayss babessss.
Loveee always your big stronggg not so little gurl anymre!
^^pmsfl!!^^
Love you always
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